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I seriously seriously don't understand what the point of me even being here is.
1. He's cheated on me countless times. Once a cheater always a cheater.

2. He puts me down all the time and after the 3ish years we were together I now have basically no self esteem because of him.

3. I DESERVE BETTER.

4. He makes fun of me for my ed.

5. He didn't see Lilly until she was 3 months old.

6. He's immature.

7. He snores really loud.

8. His family is annoying and always nags me about how I raise Lilly. If you cared so much why the FUCK weren't you there when she was born?!

9. He took me to get my finger sized for an engagement ring around christmas and then told me a couple months later that him not proposing to me was the smartest decision of his life.

10. He would rather party than see his daughter.

11. He's emotionally abusive.

12. He seems like he's on the verge of being physically abusive.

13. He got pissed at me for voting for Obama.

14. He gets mad at ME if a guy looks at me.

15. He never gave me an orgasm.

16. His bedroom is fucking scary at night.

17. His friends are assholes.

18. He sat at the table his friends were at instead of sitting at the table me and Lilly were at at her 1st birthday party.

19. He would rather be with a slut, or somebody ugly than me who stuck with him for 3 years no matter what shit he tried to pull. Obviously he's an idiot.

20. I'm sure there's a lot more that I can't think of right now but even if he doesn't show it now one day he's going to miss me and he's gonna want me back, he always does, and by then hopefully ill be over him and I can LAUGH IN HIS FACE.

May. 4th, 2009

I'm so DRAINED. I've basically spent the last 3 days with my head in the toilet, I've lost count of how many times I've purged today. Yeah, good times.
So how is everyone else?! entertain meeeeeeeee NAO.

Writer's Block: Clumsiest moment

What's your most embarrassing memory?


When I was in kindergarten at recess I was playing with caterpillars because I was a weirdo like that and this girl came over and held my hand shut with the caterpillar in it and was like "if you don't say penis im gonna squish it in your hand" so I was like "fine... penis!" because I had no clue what it meant. Then later that day I was in the car with my mom and dad and he got out of the car to go in somewhere and I was like "you stupid penis head!" and my mom was like "evelyn penis means a boys private parts!" and I just remember being mortified haha

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